day of rain, fog and thunder.
day of sadness, loneliness and doubts...
i help the colleagues at work, they barely speak to me.
i help the boss, he's attentive if i have everything i need and compliment me all the time.
is this competition? what is it?
i'm not eating well, not familiar with the flavors.
i'm not sleeping well, i guess the bed is not working anymore.
and i'm getting myself sick all the time.
don't know what to do...
over and out!
Accept as normal what yo are feeling. One normal that for sure should not be, but nowadays the world is so much strange. The colleagues are not more colleagues, simply competitors. This is the world of today...the "enterprises" give a single lane for swimming for every one...why...because they know that human kind is, most of the times, predators. About food, sleeping, being sick...I know very well all that feelings...soon..soon they are controlled. The same I can't say about sadness, loneliness and doubts...takes more time, patience and believe. Don´t set down, only if for enjoy the view...get up and be EVA...believing in everything that as make you decision to go to NYC. a long lasting kiss for you...and never forget that writing most of the times is our salvation...no matter to whom and about what...We are here and love you :-)
ResponderEliminarI'll never regret my decision to come here, but there are bitter moments. As in every aspect of our lives. We'll just have to endure!
EliminarLove you too***
all this kjind of changes bring some emptiness.... but you should never give up.... and remember that your friends and family even far from here also misses you...
ResponderEliminarkisses
I'm not the kind of person to give up :)
EliminarBut I'm not sure I fit on the missing person thing...
Kiss**